About Me

Hey guys,
this is my first blog so i'm just gonna tell ya sum stuff bout me. I'm not telling you my last name but my middle name is Lea which is ok i guess. I live in Tilbury, Essex in England but I'm moving soon to Woodford or around that area. It sucks i really don't wanna go but i have to as my brother has bought my house. I have a boyfriend called Nathan but i'm not sure how long it's gonna work out for. I love him with all my heart, hopefully he feels the same way. He lives in Manchester which also sucks god damn it! I have a pet iguana, he kicks ass, his name is Grinch and he hates xmas. He is sooo cool, he is five, and he thinks he is a dog. Oh yeah by the way he whips people if you annoy him, he knows when you're saying bad stuff about him so i'd watch it if i was you! My mum and dad got divorced when i was six, i didn't really know what was happening at the time so it didn't bother me and it still doesn't. My mum met some scottish dude called James when i was seven and they divorced when i was thirteen which i loved cos he treated me like shit and was a total prick who thought could control me and my mum. Soon after the divorce my mum met someone else, this time a irish dude, called Richard and he is ok i guess cos they have only recently just met. He kinda rules but that will soon wear off when i have to move in with him. When i was eight my dad kidnapped me for a couple of months as my mum wouldn't let him see me. She got the police involved and they got me back finally after loads of hiding around. I saw my mum when she was devastated, heartbroken and had nothing to live for. She turned into an alcoholic when she split up with my stepdad and didn't give a shit about me, she practically pushed me out of her life and made me look after myself. It broke my heart and all my school grades dropped, i started falling asleep in lessons because i couldn't sleep at home, i didn't do any homework as all i could think of was my mum, i started to slit my wrists which i have loads of scars on my left arm for, i once tried commiting suicide but it didn't work, i started writing depressing poems and made sure i lost all my friends because of this as i didn't want anybody knowing what went on in my life. I was alone for about three months and eventually i got them back and my mum changed into a whole new person. I have never been the same sicne, it's like a part of me is missing. Anyway enough of the depressing shit. My best friend is Angela and she is like the twin of me but not looks wise. If i didn't have Angela in my life i would be nothing, i would probably shrivel up and die or just kill myself. My other close mate is Liz, we have been through some tough shit like her mum getting breast cancer. Luckily she survived and don't worry i have permission to talk about this. I am in year nine at school and i'm nearly fourteen on the 7th April. I share my birthday with my mum. I don't take after my mum or dad, i take after my auntie, she was a rebel when she was little and so am i. We are both crazy and get along like a house on fire. So erm i like listening to all kinds of music. My favourite bands are Taking Back Sunday, Blink 182, From First To Last, Panic! At The Disco, Three Doors Down etc.... I also like people like Beyonce, 50 Cent, Eminem and shit like that. My favourite films are Top Gun, Thirteen, Dirty Dancing 2, Step Up, Kidulthood and A Nightmare Before Christmas. I don't really know what else to say but i will be on here every day except from when i can't, i will tell you what i have been up to every day so you can see what my life is like. =]